{"id":21433,"date":"2019-09-12T00:38:13","date_gmt":"2019-09-12T00:38:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kinshipradio.org\/home\/?p=21433"},"modified":"2019-09-12T00:38:13","modified_gmt":"2019-09-12T00:38:13","slug":"a-beggar-in-the-presence-of-a-king","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kinshipradio.org\/home\/a-beggar-in-the-presence-of-a-king\/","title":{"rendered":"A Beggar in the Presence of a King"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"attachment-266x266  aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/kinshipradio.org\/home\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/bigger-northstar-sunset-450x450.jpg\" sizes=\"(max-width: 266px) 100vw, 266px\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kinshipradio.org\/home\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/bigger-northstar-sunset-450x450.jpg 450w, https:\/\/kinshipradio.org\/home\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/bigger-northstar-sunset-80x80.jpg 80w, https:\/\/kinshipradio.org\/home\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/bigger-northstar-sunset-36x36.jpg 36w, https:\/\/kinshipradio.org\/home\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/bigger-northstar-sunset-180x180.jpg 180w, https:\/\/kinshipradio.org\/home\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/bigger-northstar-sunset-120x120.jpg 120w, https:\/\/kinshipradio.org\/home\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/bigger-northstar-sunset-45x45.jpg 45w\" alt=\"\" width=\"683\" height=\"683\" \/><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">You may have noticed that you did not have a<\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">\u00a0brand-new, glorious, thought-provoking, and\/or spiritually encouraging blog post from yours truly last week.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">That&#8217;s because I was in Itasca County for my<\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">\u00a0annual fishing vacation.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">For me, the lakes and big piney woods of northern Minnesota work to recharge, refresh, and bring peace to my soul.\u00a0<\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">There&#8217;s just something about that particular place on this earth that connects with my inner being and brings me closer to God.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">And who among us is not moved by a glorious red<\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">\u00a0and orange and pink sunset over a glass-flat lake mirroring and doubling the colors while a loon makes its echoing call? What soul is not awed by white pines towering like the columns of God&#8217;s own cathedral over a rocky shore with ancient boulders hunching their backs in the clean, clear water of a pristine lake?<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">Yes, there is a peace and a refreshment that comes from this place.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">The part that amazes, confounds, and flummoxe<\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">s me is that a week&#8217;s worth of this glorious, wonderful peace can evaporate in less than an hour of driving on I-494 on the way home.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">Here I am, driving along listening to some glorious God-honoring song on Kinship Christian Radio when suddenly, there&#8217;s a lady in a Ford Escape attempting to merge at 45 mph while eating something <em>with a spoon<\/em> w<\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">hile she is driving and just like that, I&#8217;m leaning on my horn and the brakes and the left turn signal all at the same time.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">Less than five miles later, I&#8217;ve got a guy in a Toyota Tundra in front of me alternating between the brakes and the accelerator every seven seconds because he&#8217;s got his phone pressed up against his ear arguing with someone who probably also didn&#8217;t get the memo that hands-free is now mandatory while driving.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">And suddenly, I have completely forgotten that I just spent an entire week in a place where it seemed God went out of His way t<\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">o smile upon me.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">Now, it didn&#8217;t take long (somewhere around Jordan, I think) for me to realize that I am no better than the lady with the spoon or the guy with the cell phone. We have all sinned and fall short of the glory of God and (as I have written before) it is one of the great mysteries of the human soul that the most difficult place in the world for a self-identifying Christian to actually act like<\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">\u00a0a real Christian is behind the wheel of their own motor vehicle.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">It&#8217;s why I do not have a Jesus fish on the back of my Highlander. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">If the Apostle Paul were alive today, it would not surprise me one iota if he were to write these words:<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em>&#8220;So I find this principle at work: Although I want to do good as I drive, evil sits in the passenger&#8217;s seat.\u00a0For in my inner being I delight in God\u2019s law;\u00a0<b><\/b>but I see another law at work in me, waging war against the law of my mind and my right foot and my hand that slams the horn button and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within me.\u00a0What a wretched motorist I am! Who will rescue me from this body that burns with seething anger against my fellow motorists?&#8221;<\/em>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">It was not until the next day, as I was driving to church while listening to Matt Dorfner&#8217;s program, &#8220;Word Wise&#8221; (10:00 a.m. every Sunday) that I realized the real gravity of my anger. Pastor Jack Hayford was preaching on the familiar parable Jesus told about the unmerciful servant in Matthew 18:21-35 where a king forgives a servant of an enormous debt (probably about six million dollars by today&#8217;s values) and that same servant goes out and begins choking a fel<\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">low servant who owes him a mere fraction of that.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">And it occurred to me that, even though my fellow motorists didn&#8217;t know it, my anger at them is really no different than grabbing them by the throat and trying to squeeze the very life out of them <em>because of what was in my heart at the time.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">Here I am, forgiven and freed by the blood of Christ and blessed beyond all measure of what I truly deserve, and I&#8217;m enraged with people who very well could be brothers and sisters in Christ for infractions so minor in c<\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">omparison to my own sins it would be impossible to stand before my God and my Savior and justify my actions to any degree whatsoever. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">And all because I had to disengage my cruise control or use my brakes?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">Really?<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">S<\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">ometimes, all you can do is look down at your shoes and admit you are wrong and that the Holy Spirit, writing through Paul, was right. (And this time, I will not change the words.)<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>So to keep me from becoming conceited because of the surpassing greatness of the revelations,\u00a0a thorn was given me in the flesh, a messenger of Satan to harass me, to keep me from becoming\u00a0conceited. 2 Corinthians 12:7 (ESV)<\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">Note that this single sentence begins and ends with the same phrase.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">And in the gift of that humility, a song about grace came on the radio that I had heard before. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\">But the words stuck a little deeper than they ever had.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 24pt;\"><em><strong>Today&#8217;s Praise<\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<div><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>If grace was a kingdom<\/strong><\/em><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>I stopped at the gate<\/strong><\/em><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>Thinking I don&#8217;t deserve to pass through after all the mistakes that I&#8217;ve made<\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/div>\n<div class=\"secrsf\"><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>Oh but I heard a whisper<\/strong><\/em><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>As Heaven bent down<\/strong><\/em><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>Said, &#8220;Child, don&#8217;t you know that the first will be last and the last get a crown&#8221;<\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/div>\n<div class=\"secrsf\"><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>Now I&#8217;m just a beggar in the presence of a King<\/strong><\/em><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>I wish I could bring so much more<\/strong><\/em><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>But if it&#8217;s true You use broken things<\/strong><\/em><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>Then here I am Lord, I&#8217;m all Yours<\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/div>\n<div class=\"secrsf\"><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>The pages of history they tell me it&#8217;s true<\/strong><\/em><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>That it&#8217;s never the perfect; it&#8217;s always the ones with the scars that You use<\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/div>\n<div class=\"secrsf\"><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>It&#8217;s the rebels and the prodigals; it&#8217;s the humble and the weak<\/strong><\/em><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>All the misfit heroes You chose<\/strong><\/em><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>Tell me there&#8217;s hope for sinners like me<\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/div>\n<div class=\"secrsf\"><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>Now I&#8217;m just a beggar in the presence of a King<\/strong><\/em><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>I wish I could bring so much more<\/strong><\/em><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>But if it&#8217;s true You use broken things<\/strong><\/em><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>Then here I am Lord, I&#8217;m all Yours<\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/div>\n<div class=\"secrsf\"><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>Grace is a kingdom<\/strong><\/em><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>With gates open wide<\/strong><\/em><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>There&#8217;s a seat at the table just waiting for you<\/strong><\/em><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt;\"><em><strong>So, come on inside.<\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 10pt;\">(Lyrics to &#8220;Broken Things&#8221; by Matthew West)<\/span><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"font-family: 'trebuchet ms', geneva, sans-serif; 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